i think this might be my first proper birthday wish in 13 years — maybe thats what makes it special. i was too young to understand you, so many times. but whenever you talk about me and our memories, it feels like ive lost a gem.

i dont have much regret anymore, seeing you happy now. however youre happy — thats enough for me.

things changed a lot between us over the years, but somehow you still have this place in my head that never really went away. i dont know how to explain it better than that.

wherever life took you after, i hope its been good to you. you deserve all the happiness you have now, genuinely.

and about you texting first, recently — i dont think i told you properly, but it meant a lot to me. i was so happy about it.

i dont know what to write, im not a drafting person. there are so many things running in my mind to tell you, but i cant put it properly into text. ill say the rest in person — so ill stop here for now.

once again, a very happy birthday, my favourite incomplete wish, Mrs. Durga Lakshmi.